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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

if 2008 was mundane, slow and full of uncertainties, then 2009 is exciting, flashed in the speed of light and full of accomplishments.

its so hard for me to recall stuff from the beginning of the year, its seems so far away even though time passes so quickly this year.

- very hectic schedule. degree classes + 2 outstanding modules for term 1
-selected for resuscitation
-21st
-absurdly became a cover girl
-internship
-thursday evenings
-hong kong trip 1
-resuscitation exhibition
-one 15km and one half marathon
-deferred school
-working with osage
-nokia tvc
-surgery for ovary cysts
-hong kong trip 2

that's what i could think of for now.
haha.

{2:43:00 am}


Tuesday, December 01, 2009

This is a 93 pound cyst. omg !! its is almost as heavy as me !



and this too.


and why all these ? cause i went to the gynae today and they spot an ovarian cyst. going to do a more precise scan tmr (or rather later) at 9.30am . that's omfg damn early !!!
eh. been google around. ok, the cyst i've seen on the screen today is not that small after all. haha. (but compare to that 93 pounds... its not even comparable)

but hey, its weird i'm not scare at all leh ! on the contrary, i'm excited to find out exactly how big is it.
i'm not even scare of the high possibility of having an operation to remove it. maybe the doc is just scaring me. okay, no needles, knifes or what so ever near me pls.


but actually cyst is a very common thing for women. but the big prob now is my period cycle sucks. i only have one real period this year (yes u didn't see wrongly, i had one when other women have 12), and even the last spotting was almost 6 months ago. but i don't wanna be infertile cause i love kids.
i still would love to fulfill my plan of having :
1 pure chinese baby girl who is as adorable as baby yunting
1 blue eyes baby girl/boy with chestnut brown hair
1 olive skin baby girl/boy with curly copper red hair !

as crazy as it might sound, i wanna give birth to all of them ! and of course they will have different daddy. hohohoho.

{2:36:00 am}


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

i'm going to make a note here since i thought of it now.
REMIND ME TO GET ALL WONG KAR WAI'S FILM THE NEXT TIME I GO TO HONG KONG.
how the fuck could i forgot the other time. its so freaking impossible to get it here lar.
whheeee. in less then 2 months. (:

{2:35:00 am}


Sunday, November 15, 2009

my self proclaim 6 months holiday is no longer holiday anymore.
it is going to be fucking pack and fucking busy all the way into next year. how am i going to get back to school. LOL.

but all will be fucking exciting.
i'm fucking stress now.
stay tune for thurs.

{8:12:00 pm}


Friday, November 06, 2009

its scary how there's barely 2 months left till the end of 2009.
this year comes and go in a flash.
life will not proceed as how we plan nor would it go as how we think it will be.
so many unexpected-s.
hmm.
i love it now. but i need more spice. hahaa.
after next week perhaps everything would be different.
perhaps.
welcome, new exciting life !
i hope 2009 will end beautifully for me (:

{2:54:00 pm}


Tuesday, November 03, 2009

had an insane week.
assisted nicole for nokia's tvc. its a great experience but its totally crazy and tiring.

a lot of first times for me. although it really exhausted me inside out but i really really loves it ! it really amazed me how such film production works and this is only tvc !! imagine a real film !

the insane working hours ! but amazingly it didn't actually feels like that long. haha
tues,wed,thurs was sourcing, packing and fittings.
almost everyday is 10am to 12 midnight
fri, sat and sun was the actual days of shoot.
fri- 6.30am to 12 midnight ! (17.5 hrs !!!)
sat- 6.30am to 9.30pm
sun- 6.30am to 6pm


plus the sun burns, bruises (gotten a heart shaped one!), scratches and broken nails
nonetheless, i really enjoyed it.

another plus fact is the straight guys. its been god knows how long since i worked in an environment with so many str guys. i don't mean to sound desperate but pls understand my pathetic situation of being in environments of 90% girls and 9.9% gays for the past 4 yrs. LOL.

well, this week shall chiong for thursday evenings !!!





"roll video, roll camera, and ACTION !"
hee.

{12:46:00 am}


Sunday, October 18, 2009

当starbucks打烊啦
你不是累了想回家
怎么还等他
握紧的手机关了吧
他不会再打来啦
你却说想再呆一下

冰咖啡留给他
你的体贴不是办法
爱是两人的呀
看你在眼角擦
抿着嘴咬指甲
连哭泣都害怕
感情不要也罢

你说都是他
让你苦苦牵挂
等成一个笑话
你生气你委曲你泪在滑
却还是放不下
疼的很伟大


别再为了他
让你心乱如麻
像褪色的花
陪着你看商店铁门拉下
别哭了别等了
爱要学会潇洒


officially declare this as my favourite song.

a) have to stop being moody
b) have to drown herself with more work everyday
c) have to get her ass off and start running and swimming everyday
d) realize we really do have issues
e) never ice skate before.
f) this is so random.

{2:02:00 am}


Thursday, October 15, 2009

seriously i've got nothing to write abt. so drained writing that damn story out. LOL.
i haven't in a long long time wrote in such way. those were the days in secondary sch.... the last time i wrote smtg before this was last year feb and its like a mini poetry. anyw its in chinese. those who can read and above age 21, clink here
LOL.
chinese is really beautiful.

oh man. i really misses the days when i could just writes and read my whole day away, thru physics, amaths, chemistry, english classes. LOL. i'm either writing/reading/sleeping/cooking/eating in class. its funny how i can spent 2 years that way.



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my new drinking clique. haha.

{11:45:00 am}


Wednesday, September 30, 2009

so many things happened in a span of a few days. haha. hmm.

i officially deferred the last term of school. cause i suppose to be doing my graduating collection currently and grad in dec. but all the workloads are piling on me ! thursday evenings and all, so many opportunities coming up. actually if i can i'll just quit school. quite no point to continue. but nevermind, i've already paid the full sum of that damn school fees, so yea going back in april next year.

sometimes, i wonder where does all my courage came from.
but we only live once. i wanna work hard to get what i want.

sigh.

somehow, all my wishes are coming true one by one. its weird. i guess i'm just insecure.









was browsing through friendster. (yes it still exist. lol)

and i read through the testimonials the girls gave me. its hilarious but. i still wanna show it. haha.

SERene
12/18/2003 9:21 pm

heyx...at last can write ur testimonial
le...tis time at last can write long
long...haha. But actually write le oso
dunno when den u can c horx. kk...now i
start...er hem, muz state all e bad
things first..haha, tis gal often is
quite crazy one...haha, n blur oso, i m
blur enuf le, but she blur-er than mi,
haha. but oso once in a while she oso
damn smart one. k i toking crap
lahx...den she is very creative oso
lohx...has a lot of gd ideas...can tink
things until very meng huan...den can
help mi in my art oso. actually if muz
say hor...do art muz e both of us do
together den nice...haha. true mahx!
Den hor she hopes to b able to get in
lasalle n take fashion design...oso my
dream lahx, but my parents dun seem to
like e idea of mi taking dat sub.
arh...one important thing...she loves
sun yan zi. juz an encounter wif yanzi
few days ago can make her tok abt yanzi
non stop...haha. wait...n dun u dare
delete this testimonial horx! muz
really say u r a happy-go-lucky coz
everytime u can oso get away wif things
one...luv ur heck care attitude...noe
like mi lahx...a coward haha...den
chinese horx...damn gd...haha, den
seriously, as a gd fren...i tink u r
really very gd le...or else in e first
place i wun b ur fren le
horx...haha...but really thanx lahx...n
although u dun hav a huge sense of
humour, we stil luff at u a lot...haha,
sorri lahx...coz sumtimes u a bit blur
mahx hor...not say bully u lahx...hehe.
actually stil got a lot to say...but
oso dunno wat to start wif...muz say
really fortunate to hav u as a
fren..coz u oso helped us a lot in a
lot of things, n made a lot of new
discoveries haha...tink of e new tom
yam soup we had invented...can't help
luffing...haha...actually i oso dunno
how long i had written le...dunno qilin
one wil b how long...actually hers i
muz write longer...aiyah...i end ur
testimonial here first...if i remember
any thing important to write den i add
on k! haha...lastly...luv
ya...haha...erm..mami or sis?



qilin
12/30/2003 2:26 pm

hem.. known tis crazie gal for lyk...
7 yrs?... since p3... power?..
hahaha.. start from p3.. same class...
i wasnt quite a fren of hers.. but
shes always in the centre of
attention.. coz shes either singing or
crying.. hahaha.. sorri.. but its
true!.. haha.. funni gal.. if not
quarelling wif guys.. tts p3 k.. er...
move on.. p5p6.. same class again..
haha.. tis time round.. not so
comical.. sing and cry lesser.. but
quarell more.. haha.. tt time those
guys, rong kai jun jie jason tt bunch
of moneys keep making her angry..
haha.. then she will cry.. haha..
super funni.. opps.. haha.. but closer
to her in those upper pri yrs.. haha..
ah.. results.. in p5p6... shes those
top5.. power rite.. haha.. then in de
end psle.. win mi by one mark..
hahaha.. hem.. tts pri sch stuff...
move on the sec1.. diff class..haha..
and she persuaded mi into choir..
haha.. sec2.. sec3 sec4... nv going to
be in the same class liao... hahaa..
but diff class yet super gd frens...
nt bad rite?.. haha.. enuff of my
relationship wif her.. hahaha.. her
character... can be super blur and yet
super wise... weird huh?.. haha.. but
shes realli a gd fren.. haha.. can
excell in the things tt interests
her... yet.. can fail badly in the
things tt shes not interested in..
haha... what to say... a clever yet
not clever person.. hahahaa.... ah..
and she has got strong determination..
hahaha... if not how can she be a
clever yet not clever person.. oh no..
im toking rubbish.. ok.. ah... and one
thing.. shes realli weird.. she can
run 2.4... super gd... yet super lousy
in shuttle run... funni huh?...
hahaha... nx.. tok about choir.. i
tink shes the most commited soul in
choir.. haha.. nv miss practises.. and
much more.. hahaha... tink shes gonna
be stuck wif singings and music her
whole life.. haha.. and ya, she wans
ta be a fashion designer ya?.. haha..
laselle?.. yep.. she wans ta attend tt
after Os.. haha.. realli funni.. she
is those super art person while im a
science person... and yet we could go
along
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
well and
longggggggggggggggggggggggggggg..
hahaha... i tink i better stop.. im
like flooding her testi.. haha... all
de best... *sMuAcKx*..


LAO HUILENG
09/26/2004 3:48 pm

yunting! haha..gotta know her since
er...1,2,,3,.........10 yrs ago? when we
were in P1 i think..haha..amazing
right ? nvr really gotta know her...till now
also..hah..but still, she's one who's really
daring>> clothes & hairstyle i mean =)
heard pple say she have a really bad
temper...haah..so must be careful
lor ...er, sometimes she can be really
crazy with her clique..haha.. still a fun
person to be with =) lastly, all e best in
everythg ya do, and do ROCK ON '


they are really the ones that always make my day. I LOVE U GIRLS. 





{11:27:00 pm}


Friday, September 18, 2009

HAHA. i found something unbelievable.
















on my birthday this year, the girls bought me a wig and i actually wore it out.













okay, i'm going to post this first time ever online, so....





















believe it or not this is yunting !!!



can u believe this was one day before my cover shoot for ish ?
totally different person man!! hahahaa. and it really does looks like you-know-who. HAHA. eww.
but this does means that i could go commercial too okay ! LOL.


{5:26:00 pm}

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